Yeah, i know that the war thing is really gonna put much strain on everything but i think you should come home as soon as you can or you'll be stuck there. You might become blacklisted or something. I really didn't want to go to HK. I'm just going coz mom said you are, but I'm kinda having second thoughts. I want to get a summer job or something. It all depends. Time is flying real quick. Oh by the way, did you recieve the email from mom sent through my e-mail add? Hope you did. It's about the form in your future school. I also sent it to Tita V, and Y. and to Tito D. Hope to hear from you again soon.

hey there, mom said you're afraid to go back here alone. We called the cathay pacific airline and you're not even considered a minor anymore, which means you can ride the plane alone. The only problem is that you need the letter for the diabetes thing. Hey, I know you're not a scardy cat so what's up with what the people are saying that you are.

May i ask if the reason is you're just delaying your stay there? I know you really want to stay there, but mom has already exhausted all possibilities for that. Don't you know that mom is doing the best she can. Guess what? Tito John is already starting to build the house which has one room for each of us. You, me and JZ. I know it'll take long but it's something to look forward to.

Another thing, we might be going to Hongkong. Tito Redmond is said to be going with us. And of course JZ. I really didn't want to go at first because its Hongkong again. But if you want to go, then I'll come.

Anyway, I'll end it here. Hear from you soon.

Yeah, I know you are already happy there. I'm going to visit you there soon. I'm so excited to meet your "friends". Hehehe. Anyway, have you seen our blog? I hope you check it out by just clicking at that view webpage over there. Anyway, nothing much to say except maybe that I'm gonna fail some of my subjects. I just feel it. =(

hey there, grabe, you're so cool and famous over there ha. You've been very busy catching all the attention of the guys. American Russian. Very chic ha! Before i know it, you'll already have a boyfriend before me. That will be so sad, for me anyway. Hmmm, I'll tell you some of the things that has been happening. I've also been getting a bit of attention recently. One guy is the choreographer of Tatiana's dance who keeps on texting me. I didn't give my number but he seems to have it. There's also a guy i met in Wasabi but that's history. I was a bit tipsy at that time when i gave my number. You're sister is so stupid noh, giving my number to total strangers. There is also this guy who is a friend of Theresa who I met in her debut party. He's kind of nice but really not my type. He was also my date last Valentines, we went to watch Hero. Jet Li's movie. The movie was fantabulous. Then there is this guy, a friend of Stephen, who wants to meet me. Actually, he already saw me but I haven't seen him. Stephen said he saw me in passing when I said hi to Stephen.

Dami noh, kapal! I'm also catching their attentions, but none of them has my interest. I don't know if there's something wrong with me.

It's so nice to hear from you and all these juicy tidbits. Well, as usual gaya-gaya me so I wrote na rin my tidbits. I miss you so and you are the first to ever hear or read all the things I just mentioned. Hope to hear more from that Eugene. I think it's destiny. Maybe the name Eugene is really meant for you, hehehehe!!!!

P.S. Check our blog, click on the view web page, I kinda edited it, and tell your friends I changed the name, just the underscore anyway. It's already zeri-zai.blogspot.com, okay? I also placed links to our email, zen clan, and a friend of mine Anna. You can visit them if you want. Love yah!!

Do you have anything more interesting to talk about than this? Where's the fun stuff? (in other words, guys galore etc...) Are you still afraid that someone is gonna read this? Wala iyan =) Me, about guys, well, there are guys and there are guys. I really don't like any of those who like me. Anyway, I'm kinda hoping for something new to happen but there isn't really. You know i'll tell you if may ho-we na me noh! And i hope this is also true vice versa. =)

yeah, i heard about your choir and dancing and i envy you, as in. Anyway, i'm actually busy here. I now have my photography class...have i told you this already? anyway, i'm trying to be a good photographer. The hard part is really in the developing part of it. We also have our dark room and stuff, where ghosts supposedly are lurking. hehehe! i actually what to meet the ghost, i don't know why?!! hehehe! I kinda miss you especially when i just want to talk to someone....i know i have friends naman and such but its different with you...we can actually talk about anything!!!! Anyway, if you're really coming back here. I'll make sure you'll be happy here. And remember i already know how to drive and mom's letting me use the car naman. We can hang out or stuff like that. And when you already go to your new school, i'll try to be there for you. well, up to here na lang. Hear from you soon!!!!bye! love yah!!!

hey there, grabe, i cant believe it you're going back here na. How about your carefully laid plans? I'm not going there anymore coz you're coming back. I was already so excited in visiting you, your room, your school, your everything. You were supposed to show me the sights and such. How coincidal is this? Our last day in school is April 15, and your last day for your visa is also April 15. Life can be so....Anyway, I just want to know if you're okay with coming back. I wish things have worked out but well maybe there are other plans for you. At least you got to enjoy America right? Miss you!!! =)